2005-04-21 - 7:19 a.m.
I feel like I'm drowning.
Being here, in this job, is like being underwater. I feel restricted by the atmosphere and it's hard to breathe. The feeling goes and goes, because I'm moving so slow and the environment is unfamiliar.
But I can see the sun through the rippling surface and I know I'll get there. There's hope - I just have to work really hard.
I can do this...
